Darkened matter pervading my perversions of the speculative
The purloinment of goodness futures,
Future goodness of loins satisfied ten thousand times,
Dreams of you and of me again and again,
All the uses of me for all the yous paraded in these dreams once nightmarish…
Then again I was the man who rode the mare into the night
Eight legs she has and myself, blue cloak flailing in winter windigs
Wendigo fleeing, Krampus dissolving, dire wolves at my side monstrous,
And yet to you I am the greater monster,
Death angel beyond Azazel and all that,
An interdimensional information stream of entropy,
Helping me die the ten thousand little deaths,
Living each moment to its utmost,
The power of creation,
Ideations of pleasure,
A snuggled up spoony ass late night,
The deep hot feeling of it all…
All of it
All of it
Like purple webs extoling the hedonism of it
It seemed so nice on this autumn day. Like most things seemingly tragic or catastrophic, a great entropic moment would happen as so many had before.
So sad it felt to see so many with great opportunity in front of them cast them aside for emotional whimsy. To fabricate and exaggerate statements into lies and hurtful hate like a poison to destroy friendships. Some friendships are stronger than deceitful and hurt based treachery. Too many felonious behaviors come from these distortions and deletions of speech. So much so they become value judgement generalizations which turn into the lies which attempt to destroy love.
The seeds for the compassion and kindness which nullifies the deep pain from which all these things ensue had been planted in the past by the thoughtful event planner. Deviating the course of events before their onset had great result in the lesser determined future.
Now, the bonds would change and there would occur nor persist fetters which hinder the growth of love and simple commitment. Poisonous repeats of poison words would come back to curse the distorter and deletist via lack of a solution. There would be no harm, no victim, only the responsible. Those who repeat statements of malignment from the point of view of the black mirror, ignoring the white mirror assessment would find themselves burned by their instigations and prevarications…
The defenses would not be needed, nor would the attacks succeed. The hypersensitivities would show themselves as insecurity and narcissism. All attempts to divide would dissipate into more loyalty.